30, 40, l’ametlla “amarganta”

Un relat de: nuriagau
      Quan les parpelles cobreixen els teus ulls verds, encara t’assembles més al teu pare. Reposes amb la placidesa que atorga aconseguir viure acomplint els somnis d’infant. Al compàs del vaivé de la respiració, em bressoles la mà, que descansa sobre el teu pit, mentre et contemplo. Temo que, quan em vegis, ens penedim de la nit que hem passat junts, malgrat cap dels dos tinguem a qui haver de passar comptes. Tan sols hem saldat un assumpte pendent.

      Quan ens vam trobar ahir, venia de sopar amb unes amigues. Havíem rigut molt explicant-nos anècdotes. Un parell van proposar anar a ballar i m’hi vaig apuntar sense dubtar-ho. Cal aprofitar que els nens estan passant el cap de setmana amb el seu pare. En entrar i veure’t a la barra, vaig sentir que aquella situació ja l’havia viscuda i no era fruit de la imaginació. Em vas reconèixer i em va alegrar. A una dona li afalaga pensar que es conserva igual que fa vint anys. T’adreçares a mi amb la mateixa franquesa que em tenies de petit. I mentre em deies que t’acabava de deixar la parella i ploraves, em va venir la imatge del dia que m’explicaves que els teus pares s’havien separat, tot sanglotant. És capriciós el funcionament de la memòria: conservo molts detalls del meu primer any de mestra i, en canvi, n’oblido molts de l’actual. Potser tu ni ho recordes. Participàvem a una Cantada de cançons tradicionals catalanes a la plaça de l’ajuntament de L’Hospitalet. I mentre actuaven els nens d’una altra escola, et vas apropar a parlar-me. Jo et vaig consolar com vaig poder, simulant sorpresa per la notícia. Més aviat, però, era quelcom que esperava.

      Suposo que el teu pare no t’haurà explicat que ell i jo havíem tingut una cita abans d’aquella sortida. Encara no entenc com la vaig acceptar. Em sentia atreta cap a ell; com tu, era un home atractiu i intel·ligent. Després de sopar plegats, vam anar a prendre una copa i ballar a la mateixa sala on ens hem trobat tu i jo avui. Em va confessar que la relació amb la teva mare no anava bé. I també em va revelar un petit secret teu: deia que estaves enamorat de mi, de la teva senyoreta. Mirant-me amb els seus ulls marrons, em va deixar clar que et comprenia perfectament perquè em considerava una jove encantadora. No cal que t’expliqui quines intencions tenia, tot i que assegurava que respectaria el que jo decidís. I va ser cert. No sé si per por, per ètica professional, per respecte a la teva família, pel què diran, per... La veritat és que li vaig demanar que m’acompanyés a casa dels meus pares i la nit va acabar aquí.

      I mentre et contemplo, et parlo francament amb la tranquil·litat que dóna saber que no t’escolten. Que diferent es viuen les coses quan un té vint anys, quan en té trenta, quaranta...

Comentaris

  • asdsad[Ofensiu]
    johnb6174 | 07-04-2020 | Valoració: 10

    Keep up the good work , I read few posts on this web site and I conceive that your blog is very interesting and has sets of fantastic information.
    mua mèo cảnh tại tphcm

  • Naveed[Ofensiu]
    Rajput | 06-04-2020

    Great! It sounds good. Thanks for sharing..
    acheter des vues youtube

  • Xc nkck[Ofensiu]
    kogyjahi | 06-04-2020

    I am hoping the same best effort from you in the future as well. In fact your creative writing skills has inspired me.
    Rem van phong

  • asdad[Ofensiu]
    johnb6174 | 04-04-2020 | Valoració: 10

    Nice post. I was checking constantly this blog and I am impressed! Extremely helpful information specially the last part I care for such info a lot. I was seeking this particular information for a very long time. Thank you and good luck.
    Mua mèo cảnh

  • kogyjahi | 04-04-2020

    I wanted to thank you for this great read!! I definitely enjoying every little bit of it I have you bookmarked to check out new stuff you post.
    Rèm văn phòng

  • Naveed[Ofensiu]
    Rajput | 02-04-2020

    This is a good post. This post gives truly quality information. I’m definitely going to look into it. Really very useful tips are provided here. Thank you so much. Keep up the good works.
    شركة تنظيف منازل

  • Naveed[Ofensiu]
    Rajput | 02-04-2020

    Your blog provided us with valuable information to work with. Each & every tips of your post are awesome. Thanks a lot for sharing. Keep blogging,
    Portable Kitchen Islands

  • johnb6174 | 31-03-2020 | Valoració: 10

    I am glad you take pride in what you write. This makes you stand way out from many other writers that push poorly written content.
    fx머진거래

  • johnb6174 | 31-03-2020 | Valoració: 9

    This article is an appealing wealth of informative data that is interesting and well-written. I commend your hard work on this and thank you for this information. You’ve got what it takes to get attention.
    cheap csgo accounts

  • johnson[Ofensiu]
    Rajput | 31-03-2020

    Great job for publishing such a beneficial web site. Your web log isn’t only useful but it is additionally really creative too. There tend to be not many people who can certainly write not so simple posts that artistically. Continue the nice writing
    http://www.luckythirteenandcounting.com

  • johnson[Ofensiu]
    Rajput | 30-03-2020

    Thanks a lot for sharing us about this update. Hope you will not get tired on making posts as informative as this.
    Project Management Professional

  • kogyjahi | 28-03-2020 | Valoració: 9

    Thank you for the update, very nice site..
    buy quality backlinks

  • Rajput Seo[Ofensiu]
    Rajput | 28-03-2020

    This article gives the light in which we can observe the reality. This is very nice one and gives indepth information. Thanks for this nice article.
    Pleasanton daycare

  • Rajput | 24-03-2020

    Nice blog and absolutely outstanding. You can do something much better but i still say this perfect.Keep trying for the best.
    quality management system

  • Rajput Seo[Ofensiu]
    Rajput | 23-03-2020

    nice post, keep up with this interesting work. It really is good to know that this topic is being covered also on this web site so cheers for taking time to discuss this!
    portable kitchen island

  • kogyjahi | 22-03-2020 | Valoració: 9

    Thanks so much for sharing this awesome info! I am looking forward to see more posts by you!
    streaming tv

  • kogyjahi | 19-03-2020 | Valoració: 10

    I read a article under the same title some time ago, but this articles quality is much, much better. How you do this..
    Evergreen Co Homes For Sale

  • d dv vv[Ofensiu]
    kogyjahi | 16-03-2020

    I would like to thank you for the efforts you have made in writing this article. I am hoping the same best work from you in the future as well..
    Zahnärztin Luzern

  • johnb6174 | 15-03-2020 | Valoració: 8

    This article is an appealing wealth of informative data that is interesting and well-written. I commend your hard work on this and thank you for this information. You’ve got what it takes to get attention.
    cheap car hire preveza airport

  • johnb6174 | 15-03-2020 | Valoració: 9

    This content is written very well. Your use of formatting when making your points makes your observations very clear and easy to understand. Thank you.
    inflatable dolly

  • johnb6174 | 14-03-2020 | Valoració: 10

    Thanks for the blog loaded with so many information. Stopping by your blog helped me to get what I was looking for.
    Bachelor Party Raleigh NC

  • kogyjahi | 12-03-2020 | Valoració: 9

    Is it okay to post part of this on my website basically post a hyperlink to this webpage?
    wood pellet machine

  • johnb6174 | 11-03-2020 | Valoració: 10

    I have read a few of the articles on your website now, and I really like your style of blogging. I added it to my favorites blog site list and will be checking back soon. Please check out my site as well and let me know what you think.
    One Pearl Bank

  • johnb6174 | 11-03-2020 | Valoració: 9

    This content is written very well. Your use of formatting when making your points makes your observations very clear and easy to understand. Thank you.
    twain harte vacation rentals

  • kogyjahi | 11-03-2020 | Valoració: 8

    This is just the information I am finding everywhere. Thanks for your blog, I just subscribe your blog. This is a nice blog..
    shop hoa tuoi

  • kogyjahi | 10-03-2020

    Thanks for posting this info. I just want to let you know that I just check out your site and I find it very interesting and informative. I can't wait to read lots of your posts.
    shop hoa tươi tphcm

  • kogyjahi | 10-03-2020 | Valoració: 9

    Great knowledge, do anyone mind merely reference back to it
    cho thuê chung cư bình dương

  • johnb6174 | 09-03-2020 | Valoració: 9

    This is a great inspiring article.I am pretty much pleased with your good work.You put really very helpful information. Keep it up. Keep blogging. Looking to reading your next post.
    notary public San Francisco

  • kogyjahi | 09-03-2020 | Valoració: 9

    I just found this blog and have high hopes for it tohttp://www.tycrodepot.com
    continue. Keep up the great work, its hard to find good ones. I have added to my favorites. Thank You.

  • asdasd[Ofensiu]
    johnb6174 | 08-03-2020 | Valoració: 10

    I can see that you are an expert at your field! I am launching a website soon, and your information will be very useful for me.. Thanks for all your help and wishing you all the success in your business.
    real estate agents

  • johnb6174 | 08-03-2020 | Valoració: 9

    very interesting post.this is my first time visit here.i found so many interesting stuff in your blog especially its discussion..thanks for the post!
    copywriting service

  • kogyjahi | 07-03-2020 | Valoració: 9

    Thanks for taking the time to discuss this, I feel strongly about it and love learning more on this topic.
    sỉ đầm váy

  • asdas[Ofensiu]
    johnb6174 | 07-03-2020 | Valoració: 10

    I really enjoyed reading this post, big fan. Keep up the good work and please tell me when can you publish more articles or where can I read more on the subject?
    Dentist Bern

  • kogyjahi | 06-03-2020

    This was really an interesting topic and I kinda agree with what you have mentioned here!
    cam sim so dep

  • kogyjahi | 04-03-2020

    I am hoping the same best effort from you in the future as well. In fact your creative writing skills has inspired me.
    free text messaging anonymous

  • kogyjahi | 03-03-2020 | Valoració: 8

    Nice knowledge gaining article. This post is really the best on this valuable topic.
    chậu lan hồ điệp đẹp

  • kogyjahi | 29-02-2020

    I wanted to thank you for this great read!! I definitely enjoying every little bit of it I have you bookmarked to check out new stuff you post.
    O to dien

  • johnb6174 | 29-02-2020 | Valoració: 10

    I’ve been searching for some decent stuff on the subject and haven't had any luck up until this point, You just got a new biggest fan!..
    carding mafia

  • kogyjahi | 28-02-2020

    I wanted to thank you for this great read!! I definitely enjoying every little bit of it I have you bookmarked to check out new stuff you post.
    xe ô tô điện việt nam

  • kogyjahi | 28-02-2020

    Your blog provided us with valuable information to work with. Each & every tips of your post are awesome. Thanks a lot for sharing. Keep blogging,
    dự án vinhomes ocean park

  • kogyjahi | 27-02-2020 | Valoració: 10

    I wanted to thank you for this great read!! I definitely enjoying every little bit of it I have you bookmarked to check out new stuff you post.
    vinhomes ocean park giá

  • d dv vv[Ofensiu]
    kogyjahi | 24-02-2020

    Your blog provided us with valuable information to work with. Each & every tips of your post are awesome. Thanks a lot for sharing. Keep blogging,
    du lich trong nuoc

  • kogyjahi | 22-02-2020 | Valoració: 9

    Wonderful blog! I found it while surfing around on Yahoo News. Do you have any suggestions on how to get listed in Yahoo News? I’ve been trying for a while but I never seem to get there! Appreciate it.
    kitchen carts

  • kogyjahi | 22-02-2020 | Valoració: 8

    Superbly written article, if only all bloggers offered the same content as you, the internet would be a far better place..
    SC Home Offer

  • kogyjahi | 20-02-2020

    I read your blog frequently and I just thought I’d say keep up the amazing work!
    Boise roof repairs

  • kogyjahi | 19-02-2020

    I wanted to thank you for this great read!! I definitely enjoying every little bit of it I have you bookmarked to check out new stuff you post.
    Progressive Tree Service

  • kogyjahi | 19-02-2020

    Great article with excellent idea!Thank you for such a valuable article. I really appreciate for this great information..
    Bounce House Rentals New Orleans

  • kogyjahi | 18-02-2020

    I am hoping the same best effort from you in the future as well. In fact your creative writing skills has inspired me.
    bounce house rentals Virginia Beach

  • kogyjahi | 17-02-2020

    I wanted to thank you for this great read!! I definitely enjoying every little bit of it I have you bookmarked to check out new stuff you post.
    My Hero Academia merchandise

  • kogyjahi | 17-02-2020 | Valoració: 10

    If you set out to make me think today; mission accomplished! I really like your writing style and how you express your ideas. Thank you.
    My Hero Academia

  • kogyjahi | 16-02-2020 | Valoració: 10

    Great Article it its really informative and innovative keep us posted with new updates. its was really valuable. thanks a lot.
    bồn cầu toto giá rẻ

  • kogyjahi | 15-02-2020 | Valoració: 10

    This is a good post. This post gives truly quality information. I’m definitely going to look into it. Really very useful tips are provided here. Thank you so much. Keep up the good works.
    Abreu Movers NYC - Moving Company NYC

  • L'alumne enamorat de la senyo[Ofensiu]
    aurora marco arbonés | 22-06-2011 | Valoració: 10

    No sé com t'ho fas, però relates amb gran facilitat situacions que, de vegades resulten espinoses. De totes maneres, l'enamorament dels alumnes pels professors/es és un fet bastant comú, especialment l'amor platònic, encara que es pugui donar també l'atracció sexual.
    En aquest cas ens presentes un jove que veu realitzat un somni d'infantesa i una profe que potser volca en el fill l'atracció que sent pel pare. És més o menys així?
    Escrius molt bé, bonica, i tens una gran capacitat per a presentar situacions en les que les relacions entre sexes són el tema principal.

  • les voltes de la vida[Ofensiu]
    Englantina | 04-06-2011

    He llegit aquest relat tres cops. Ho acabo de fer dues vegades seguides. M'ha semblat tan real, que he pensat que algun detall se t'hauria escapat, que alguna cosa grinyolaria, però no.
    La veritat és que, pel títol del repte (Vivències), seria temptador preguntar a la autora si alguna cosa de la història és real, però no ho faré (només faltaria). Només t'he de dir que, si ho fos, la podria comprendre perfectament.
    La vida dona moltes voltes, i allò que ens sembla inabastable quan som unes criatures, de cop es fa realitat. És com allò de "ves amb compte amb allò que desitges, no sigui que el teu somni es compleixi"....
    Pel noi del relat, aquest somni és compleix, quan molt possiblement havia oblidat el seu sentiment d'infantesa. Tal i com has descrit la trobada, l'argument s'aguanta amb fermesa, i el ball de l'acció entre el passat i el present es fa àgil, i s'entèn perfectament.
    Em queda pensar en si ella va tenir alguna cosa a veure amb la separació dels seus pares, però entenc que no.
    Sigui com sigui, et felicito, com no podia ser d'una altra manera, per la teva deliciosa narrativa.

  • Per atots els que m'heu dit que no coneixíeu la cançó[Ofensiu]
    nuriagau | 04-06-2011

  • El pedaç del veredicte (o no)...[Ofensiu]
    deòmises | 01-06-2011

    que correspon al teu relat, Núria!:

    Un dels relats que més m'ha agradat és el de la nuriagau. I també és culpable que aquest veredicte s'hagi allargat. Un relat calmat i pausat en què un monòleg interior (que gairebé podem dir que és pronunciat en veu alta) relata una confessió al fill del pare encapritxat de la mestra més jove que ell en un flaixbac que no es nota on comença i on acaba de tan suau que és aquest traspàs temporal. I, a més, m'ha servit per saber que el títol TAMBÉ fa referència a una cançó (encara que, a hores d'ara, no l'he escoltada...)

    Com ja he dit en d'altres ocasions, la prosa de la Núria madura en cada relat. Aquesta és la part més destacable, que en un relat tan breu es puguin concentrar tants sentiments, un canvi en el pensament de la protagonista però, també, un canvi en aquests anys de diferència entre el present i el passat. I sí, s'aconsegueix fer dubtar a la persona que el llegeix. Però preguntar si és vivència o no no és massa correcte...



    d.

Valoració mitja: 9.33

Ajuda'ns amb un donatiu

Ajuda'ns a pagar el manteniment de relatsencatala.cat Qualsevol aportació és més que benvinguda: