A cada albada

Un relat de: joandemataro
A cada albada
torno a ser carn i ossos.
Sovint desperto d’un somni
per viure malsons
i, a voltes, sóc la gota
que cau lliscant
pel vidre
o la fusta, plena de corcs,
empresonada sota el vernís,
o sóc un punt i a part
al bell mig de l’infinit,
atrapat en la semàntica
de l’existència.

Tanmateix, em llevo,
em disfresso
i em dibuixo somriures
als llavis
mentre els ulls em ploren
en silenci, sabent-se buits,
- Quantes petites farses
dins la Gran Farsa! -

I suporto hores i hores
fins que,
cansat de pensament,
a cada posta,
tanco els ulls de nou
per deixar de ser
carn i ossos.
I, allà, on el subconscient
no entén de disfresses,
visc altres vides…
Com aquell que s’atipa
de vins barats.


Algun dia, si existeix, voldria donar veu al Poema dels poemes. 2015@joanabellaneda

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  • Quanta saviesa...[Ofensiu]
    PERLA DE VELLUT | 03-12-2018 | Valoració: 10

    Quanta saviesa, en aquest relat tan preciós i amb una sensibilitat extrema que és meravellós llegir-ho. Té molta qualitat i "a cada albada", doncs gaudesc amb els seus versos.
    Una abraçada dolça...
    Perla de Vellut

    -Ja em diràs alguna cosa...
    en la meua pàgina...

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    aurora marco arbonés | 13-11-2015 | Valoració: 10

    Un poema amarg i deliciós al mateix temps. Amarg pel contingut, per l'angoixa de viure una existència irreal i aliena a la pròpia persona. Deliciós per la quantitat de belles metàfores que omplen aquest espai on mostres tot el teu talent.

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    El fet, Joan, és que sempre hi ha coses bones i dolentes, però si tot el món mirés a l'abisme tothom s'adonaria del que representa la gravetat dels fets que sovint ignorem, d'això va el relat.

    Ah, i, a veure si t'hi animes, a RC. I, evidentment, també una abraçada forta per a tu!


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    Aleix de Ferrater | 03-06-2015 | Valoració: 10

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    jovincdunsilenci | 01-06-2015 | Valoració: 10

    Hola. M'ha agradat molt el poema, que conté imatges de gran bellesa. El veig com una recerca d'allò més humà, incontaminat, intim, autèntic, en contraposició a allò més superficial i intrascendent que sempre pugna per envolcallar-nos i apagar-mos una existència que tendeix a la llum, a cercar sempre un espai per a ser nosaltres, malgrat el malson més o menys qüotidia. La fusta empresonada dins del vernís...trobe que tenim alguna cosa d'eixa fusta o molt, segons la pressió, i també la llàgrima que llisca. Reitere la bellesa de les imatges i em quede en eixa valentia que suposa poder desconectar, cada dia. Gràcies també per comentar-me. Jo intente espressar-me, i t'ho dic amb humilitat. Encara estic molt lluny, però ho intente, he d'intentar-ho.

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    montserrat vilaró berenguer | 31-05-2015 | Valoració: 10

    Com m'garden els teus versos
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  • La gran farsa[Ofensiu]
    Materile | 26-05-2015 | Valoració: 10

    A vegades, o sempre, hem de viure de somnis.
    El teu poema, Joan, m'ha encantat. El que dius, jo també ho sento.
    "Sovint desperto d’un somni
    per viure malsons".
    Una abraçada enyoradissa dels teus poemes.
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BIOGRAFIA:

Vaig néixer a Teià, com ja he explicat en un dels meus poemes, on vaig tenir una infantesa meravellosa, quan hi penso només que sento alegria i satisfacció, allà jugàvem als carrers, que eren de sorra, corríem entre les pinedes, les vinyes... Pujàvem als garrofers, als ametllers, a les figueres... Anàvem amb bicicleta per camins de muntanya... En fi, va ser tot un privilegi.

Després tot va anar cada vegada més ràpid: l'adolescència, l'institut, la universitat, les novietes, el casament, els fills, la feina... I aquí estem amb 40 i tants, espero que a meitat de la vida perquè vull gaudir de tantes coses...
Ara visc a Mataró, tinc una dóna que no em mereixo i un fill i una filla meravellosos... I, a part de la família, una pila d'amics que em fan sentir molt estimat.
Fa uns mesos vaig passar una davallada anímica important, bé ja us imagineu,per més que tenim la vida actual ens empeny molt i els que som més sensibles acabem patint i patint fins que el cos diu prou... Però ara ja estic molt millor, a més he aprofitat aquest temps per fer una cosa que feia molt tenia ganes de fer, que era escriure poemes o petits relats i vaig descobrir aquesta web... I la veritat. estic encantat i espero fer molts amics i amigues per aquí.
Espero ser digne de poder compartir els meus pensaments amb vosaltres i d'estar a l'alçada.

Si preferiu la meva biografia , molt més curta i en format poema, us convido a llegir-la: EL BELL VELER, que com ja podeu intuir. sóc jo...

De moment per a tots i totes que acabeu de llegir aquesta petita introducció us vull enviar
PETONASSOS A CABASSOS.
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